I feel like I'm going to barf. Just got back form the gym and 800 calories and 5 miles later I want to barf. ughhhh O well at least I feel skinny too. More gym tomorrow.

Harry potter premier midnight tonight. Gym and tanning before work tomorrow. I think I'll do less gym tomorrow. I don't want to hurt my self.

I wrote jack a facebook message telling him I was concerned for greg and that he might hurt himself. I got a long message back from jack saying he knew gregs drinking was out of control and he tried to talk to him about it about a month and a half ago but nothing came out of that. He told me he didn't know that it had gotten to the point of him hurting himself. I didn't get in to detail about the messages greg sent but he did ask. He also told me that he ABSOLUTELY (he's the one used all caps) thinks I should talk to his dad. He told me he hasn't talked to greg in a few weeks but that he'd give him a call this weekend. I didn't get a chance to write back to jack but this morning I woke up this morning to some lovely text messages
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4:17am
Hey .... Um id really appreciate it if you dont talk to my 'friends'. Ever. I dont talk to yours so go fuck yourself.
4:23am
Seriously. I fuckin hope you die. Nobody cares about me and im fine with it.. Fuck everyone especially you and your faggot ass mullet head bf who i would kill
4:38am
You fucking cunt.... I hope that fucking faggot you get fucked in the ass by gives you aids. Fuck you nikki. no one gives a FUCK about me and i know. Suicide


Well I wrote back to jack. First I asked him not to mention this next message to greg. That I was honestly scared about what he might do. I just keep having these visions of greg trying to find pat or showing up at my apt. Getting a restraining order I said sorry for getting him in to this and I went into detail about the previous messages.

I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't think he'd try to kill himself...but his drinking is out of control. But maybe that's not my problem anymore and I just need to but out. His friends are aware and I did my part? Or do I call his dad? I just don't know.